21st October 2009.

Love is just a socially accepted form of madness.

I. don't. know. how. I. feel. anymore.
About everything.
What do i do?
I don't know.
I'm a bundle of confusion.
I feel unwilling to go on.
I know what i want.
But that doesn't matter anymore.
Does it?
What do i do?
Will it be my heart or will it be hers?
I understand your confusion.
So i guess i should just hold my tongue.
No. Yes. No. Yes. No.
YES.
I need this.
I felt it.
It was there.
It can't have gone.
Come back to me.
Confusion.
Nonsense.
Vomit.
Hurt.
Crave.
Lust.
Love.
You're more than in my head.
Please.
You are the one.
Be alone with me.
We fit.
Puzzle piece to puzzle piece.
Let it be.
Don't fight it.
Please.
Love.
There's nothing left in me.
It's gone.
I'm ready.
I'm ready for it.
Are you?
King of my heart.
Owner and keeper.
I crave you.
Fallen.
Completely.
I know now.
I love you.
I ache.
Yearn.
Thought.
Emotion.
Lack of sleep.
Increase in words.
Decrease in meanings.
One.
Plus.
One.
Without you... pointless.
Everything.
No meaning.
No want.
No desire.
No love.
No colour.
You.
Me.
Please.
You and me.
Complete.