Fuck i need to get out of the house.
It appears that with a lack of social life comes a rise in insanity.
I am in constant need of company, and i don't think that's normal.
Nothing seems to be working, every aspect of my life is broken.

Everything's fragmented and disorganized.
Never more have I needed a holiday.
Maybe i should just take some money and run away..
Because that's how i deal with everything; i run away.
I need freedom and I need trust, right now i have neither.
I cannot survive like this, my oxygen tank is running out.
I've given you up so why don't I feel any better.
I listened to you, so why haven't things returned to normal.
I am not that girl you saw on the first day of year seven.
I am not her anymore. And i never will be.
I need to break these barriers and run free.
I need freedom, i crave it, i breathe it.
I think I may have just given in.