I don't know.
I need to fast forward my life.
My brain is filled with numerous thoughts, none of which help my situation.
I'm finding the little things are keeping me going.
I sat in the pouring rain the other day. Crazy. But effective. I fucking loved it.
I'm living on thrills right now. Trying to feel alive. I don't know if i should be worried.
I went to a concert last night - Suffocation and Arch Enemy. I felt alive.
I go to school, i sit at home - i'm dead.
My status of being alive or dead is no longer physical, the spiritual is taking over.
I am a thinker. A person who lives on and in thought.
I have a constant headache.
I need to resuscitate my life.